亲测

Feels like a close it’s coming to
　　感觉即将走到终点
　　Fuck am I gonna do? / It*s too late to start over
　　我该要做些什么，重头再来已是太迟
　　this is the only thing I thing I know
　　这是我唯一熟知的事情
　　Sometimes i feel like all I ever do is
　　有时候我觉得我曾做的一切
　　Find different ways to word the same old song
　　是在找寻不同的方式写同样的老歌
　　Ever since I came along
　　自从我独自到来
　　From the day the song called ‘’Hi! My Name Is’’ dropped
　　自从my name is这首歌横空出世
　　Started thinking my name was fault
　　我就开始认为我的名字是个错误
　　Cause anytime things went wrong
　　因为每当有事情出错
　　I was the one who they would blame it on
　　我就是那个他们会指责的人
　　The media made me the equivalent of a modern-day Genghis Kahn
　　媒体将我刻画成当代的成吉思汗
　　Tried to argue it was only entertainment dawg
　　我试图争辩，一切只不过是娱乐而已
　　Gangsta? Naw courageous balls
　　匪帮制图，不，我只是有无畏的勇气罢了
　　Had to change my st<x>yle they said I*m way too soft
　　我不得不改变我的风格，他们说我的唱得太软了
　　And I sound like AZ and Nas out came the claws（Em第一张专辑infinite被人诟病模仿Nas和AZ，从此他塑 造了Slim Shady这个角色，风格向暴力转变）
　　于是我像az和nas一样说唱伸出了爪子
　　And the thing’s been out since then
　　从那时起也亮出了毒牙（Em后来的风格继续变化，部分暴力弱化）
　　But up until the instant that I’ve been against it
　　但从某一时刻开始，我开始背道而驰
　　It was ingrained in me that I wouldn’t amount to a shitstain，I thought
　　根深蒂固的想法是我必将一事无成，我想
　　No wonder I had to unlearn everything that my brain was taught
　　难怪我记不得我脑海中被灌输的一切
　　Do I really belong in this game? I pondered
　　我真的属于这场游戏吗？我陷入了沉思
　　I just wanna play my part should I make waves or not?
　　我只想做好自己的事情，我应该兴风作浪，制造争议吗
　　So back and forth in my brain the tug of war wages on
　　这场拉锯战在我脑海中不断地进行着
　　And I don’t wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect the artform I was raised upon
　　我不想忘恩负义，也不愿对造就我的艺术不敬
　　But sometimes you gotta take a loss
　　但是有的时候你不得不承认失败
　　And have people rub it in your face before you can get made pissed off
　　人们会指责你的错误并激怒你
　　And keep pluggin’ it’s your only outlet
　　继续不断努力，这是你唯一的出路
　　And your only outfit so you know they gonna talk about it（only outfit指Em在部分人眼中根深蒂固的形象， 也指他无法改变的白人皮肤却在黑人说唱领域生存）
　　是你唯一的形象，所以你知道他们会谈论它
　　Better find a way to counter it quick and make it ah
　　最好快速找到方法然后反击，赢得一切，ah
　　Feel like I’ve already said this a kabillion eighty times
　　我感觉我已经说过它无数遍
　　How many times can I say the same thing different ways that rhyme
我能把同样的事用不同的押韵说多少遍呢
　　What I really wanna say is is there anyone else who can relate to my story?
　　但是我真正想说的是，若是其他人对我的故事感同身受？
　　Bet you feel the same way I felt when I was in the same place you are when I was afraid to
　　最好你能和我有同样的和感受，当我和你处于相同境地时，当我害怕....
　　when I was afraid to
　　当我害怕
　　Afraid to make a single sound
　　害怕会发出一丁点声音
　　Afraid I will never find a way outout out
　　害怕永远不会找到出路
　　Afraid I never before I didn*t wanna go another round
　　害怕我从未被人知，我不想再重蹈覆辙了
　　An angry mans power will shut you up
　　这个愤怒的男人的力量会让你闭嘴
　　Trip wires in this house will cut our love（trip wires指遍布在房子周围保护房子而设立起的地线，指Em受到 困扰，不敢发出一点声音（写词），他对音乐的爱变得很小心）
　　地线不慢房子周围，爱是小心翼翼
　　Run out of excuses with every word
　　再也无法为任何一个词来借口
　　So here I am and I will not run
　　所以这就是我，我绝不会逃避
　　Guts over fear the time is here
　　勇气战胜恐惧，就在此时此刻
　　Guts over fear I shall not tear
　　勇气战胜恐惧，我不会崩溃哭泣
　　For all the times I let you push me around and kick me down
　　每一次我任你摆布，我因你而低落，我可以做到
Guts over fear guts over fear
勇气战胜恐惧
　　Feels like a close it’s coming to
　　感觉接近尾声，一切快要结束
　　Fuck am I gonna do? / It*s too late to start over
　　我该要做些什么，重新开始已经太晚了
　　this is the only thing I thing I know
　　这是我唯一，我唯一知道的事
It’s like I was there once single parents(single parents即指Em和他同父异母的弟弟由妈妈一个人抚养大，也 指Em自己和Kim的两次结婚两次离婚，尽管两人达成协议共同抚养三个孩子，但某种程度上他也属于单亲父 亲）
这种感觉我也知道，单亲父母
Hate your appearancedid you struggle to find your place in this world?
　　讨厌你的模样，你有没有在这个世界上找到一个属于你的位置？
　　And the pain spawns all the anger on
　　痛苦产生了所有的愤怒
　　But it wasn*t until I put the pain in songs learned who to aim it on
　　但知道我将这些痛苦放在了歌中，才知道我该为谁而唱
　　That I made a sparkstarted to spit hard as shit
　　找到了动力，开始尽之为其说唱
　　Learned how to harness it while the reins were off
　　学会了如何在脱缰之时尽情驰骋
　　And there was a lot of bizarre shitbut the crazy part
　　而且还发生了很多疯狂的事，但疯狂的是
　　Was soon as I stopped saying"I gave a fuck"
　　当我不再说“我在乎这一切”时
　　Haters started to appreciate my art
　　人们开始欣赏我的艺术
　　And it just breaks my heart to look at all the pain I*ve caused
　　看我所造成的痛苦，这让我伤心不已
　　But what am I gonna do when the rage is gone?
　　但我该怎么去做，当所有的愤怒平息之后？
　　The lights go out in the trailer park
　　拖车公园的灯火全部熄灭
　　And the window that was closing and there*s nowhere elseI can go with flows in，And I*m frozen
窗口正在慢慢关闭，我再也没有空间去写词饶舌，我陷入了僵局
　　Cause there*s no more emotion for me to pull from
因为我无法再挖掘出更多的感情
　　Just a bunch of playful songsthat I make for fun
　　只是做了一些我觉得有趣的，开玩笑的歌
　　So to the break of dawn here
　　所以破晓时分
　　I go recycling the same old song
　　让我再写了同样的老歌
　　But I*d rather make“Not Afraid 2”than another make mothafuckin**We Made You* uh
　　但我宁愿做一曲“Not Afraid 2”也不会再去做他妈的一首**We Made You*
　　Now I don*t wanna seem indulgent when I discuss my lowsand my highs My demise and my uprise
　　我不想宽容自己，当我讨论我的低谷，我的高潮，我的衰落和我的崛起
　　pray to God
　　向上帝祈祷
　　I just opened enough eyes later on
　　后来我已是做到睁大眼睛看清事实
　　Gave you the supplies and the tools to hopefully use it to make you strong
　　给你们精神物质和工具，希望它能让你变得坚强
　　And enough to lift yourself up when you feel like I felt
　　当你跟我身处于同一种感受时，足以借此鼓舞自己
　　Cause I can*t explain to y*all how dang exhausted my legs felt（Em曾沉迷于安眠作用的处方药，在戒药过 程中，Em的膝关节半月板曾撕裂）
　　因为我无法向你们讲清楚，我的双腿多么的无力
　　Just having to balance my dang self
　　只是为了去试图平衡那个邪恶的自己
　　When on eggshellsI was made to walk(walkingon eggshells类似中文的如履薄冰，此处指Em在微妙的处 境中继续前行，并不畏艰险）
那些讨厌的弱者逼得我必须行走
　　But thank you macause that gave me the Strength to cause Shady-mania(Mania指对某种事情上瘾发狂）
　　但是谢谢你，妈妈，给我力量去制造Shady-Mania
　　so when they empty that stadium
　　当人群涌入那个体育馆时
　　At least I made it out of that house and a found a place in this worldwhen the day was done
我走出了那间小房子并且当一天结束的时候，在这世界中找到了那么一个角落
　　So this is for every kid who all*s they ever did was dreamt that one day they would just get accepted
所以这首歌送给每一个只是梦想有一天能得到认可的孩子
　　I represent him or heror anyone similar you are the reason that I made this song
　　我代表他或他，或者任何一个相似的你们，你们就是我写这首歌的原因
　　Everything you*re scared to say don*t be afraid to say no more
　　所有你害怕诉说的，不用再害怕诉说
　　From this day on forwardjust let them a-holes talk
　　从今天起，就让那些混蛋去说
　　Take it with a grain of saltand eat their fucking faces off
　　别去在乎那些，直到将他们彻底击倒
　　The legend of the angry blonde lives on through you when I*m gone，and to think I was
当我离开，angry blonde的传说会通过你们流传下去，去想想我曾经
　　And to think I was，when I was afraid to
　　当我害怕
　　Afraid to make a single sound
　　害怕会唱出一个孤立无援的声音
　　Afraid I will never find a way outout out
　　害怕永远不会找到出路
　　Afraid I never beforeI didn't wanna go another round
　　怕我从来没有，我不想再走另一遍了
　　An angry mans power will shut you up
　　这个愤怒的男人的力量会让你闭嘴
　　Trip wires in this house will cut our love
　　这所房子的网会砍断我们的爱
　　Run out of excuses with every word
　　再也找不到任何一次词来当做借口
　　So here I am and I will not run
　　所以我在这里，我绝不会脱离
　　Guts over fear the time is here
　　勇气战胜恐惧，就在此刻
　　Guts over fear I shall not tear
　　勇气战胜恐惧，我不会破碎
　　For all the times I let you push me around and kick me down
　　每一次我让你推搡我然后将我踢倒
　　Guts over fear guts over fear
　　勇气战胜恐惧